January 2012
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im just going to go to bed,
im going to lay here, im going to try to get comfortable .
i gonna let my mind wander cause i dont have enough energy to control it .
it will be positive for a second, then its going to turn to the shit thoughts.
im going to lay here.
get angry.
maybe cry.
i dont know.
im gonna go to bed. cause im a fuck it mood. im in a kill myself or at least kill everyone...
Im going to shower
whatever
Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this.
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nOW IM IN THE MOOD TO CRY AND PUNCH SHIT AGAIN
TODOOLOOO
siameasy:
today has seriously been a shitty day holy hell i want to either kill everyone or kill myself mainly myself
my fucking life
got something to say ? →
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im so fucking tired of people
I dont know where a majority of you fuck faces got the idea that i have a fucking eating disorder . Cause i so clearly dont.
people opening their god damn mouths to people saying “Oh you never eat, you trying to be anorexic” blah blah blah.
what the fuck.
i clearly eat like a fucking horse are you kidding me? how do you think i got this fucking fat.
then i say one god damn thing...
my mind gets the best of me when you are away
Going to bed I hope I have a good dream tonight. Idk. Idk.
ask me questions
its my anniversary.
do it.
www.blahitsalexa.tumblr.com/ask
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every time i laugh now
i subconsciously think about the three people who have lately told me i sound like a hyena when i laugh..
dont follow your dreams follow my blog
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Alright mine and Alex’s 7 month anniversary is tomorrow c: so Yes c: aha night everyone !
Someone should write in my ask before I go to bed...
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God damn I love this kid so fucking much. I look at him or I hear his voice and i get butterflies and I just I don’t know how I got so lucky. He’s the best thing to ever happen to me. And I love him with everything in me
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awe im sorry but seeing all the stuff on alexs...
:333
yeah hi. I really miss Alex.
:,c
time to shower c:
No one likes me enough to take me to winter formal
Looks like I’ll be spending that weekend at home.
Im in a bad mood. Yeah.
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time to shower
actually curling my hair tomorrow
so i can have a fancy mustache monday
so many posts.
ugh.
Anonymous asked: When was the last time you cried hard?
Anonymous asked: When was the last time you seriously enjoyed being alone (and you weren't sleeping)?
Anonymous asked: How many languages do you know fluently?
Anonymous asked: Some say that Snow White is about servitude. I hope not.
Anonymous asked: If you could play one character in any book, which book would it be, and would you make different decisions to change the outcome?
rack city bitch rack rack city bitch
Anonymous asked: What's your favorite Disney Movie?
startplayingpretend asked: Hey hon. What is your donate button for? :)
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Anonymous asked: If the person you were casually dating didn't text/call you for 5 days... would you move on?
Anonymous asked: What would you like to chat about stranger?
someone talk to me ? →
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Babe.
I’m upset right now okay. I really need you. Fuck.
End of story.
Bye.
i thought id finish this
now i feel like a failure.
but im just too fucking tired.
I SCROLL ALL THE WAY DOWN TO THE FIRST POST TAGGED...
WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO UNIVERSE .
WHY.
SERIOUSLY WHAT DID I DO.
IM SO FUCKING ANGRY
WHY
SERIOUSLY .